I'm Samantha and I love to skate. I also like to shake things up a bit

i'm meeting with a photographer tomorrow about getting pictures done up, since i really need pro pix to get more modeling gigs.. anyway.. does anyone have any ideas for photoshoot themes?

when you've give up all hope on something. and now you have a real chance at it?

i flew into Phx yesterday afternoon.. And now i'm flying to the O.C., so I can catch day 3 of the Maloof Money Cup tomorrow... Wish me luck on meeting all my favorite skaters, and taking good pix of the event.

buy me this house: http://www.redfin.com/CA/LOS-ANGELES/3230-N-KNOLL-Dr-90068/home/7129090

i can't believe my dream house (aka the rob & big house) is up for sale... i wonder if the Gun Show wall paper is still up in the pool room (the back yard wall & pool murals appear to have been painted over)...... damn i wish i had 1.7m.... imma go play the lottery when i get back to AZ. haha.

50 Cent's official site. haha.. they like never feature pix on there.. and all the other featured pix are from his profile.



0_0 LMFAO some girl left a comment saying: "u 2 are fuckin hot together !! lol"

It's not that I don't like going on vacation. It's just that maybe, even though i've sworn to hate it, part o me actually really likes Scottsdale? I don't go home until Thursday or Friday (we may change the flight), but I want to go home now.

The Run Down:
Last Thursday(june 26th): Flew to Saddle River, NJ... stayed at my grandma's.

Last Saturday(june 30th): Went to my cousin's wedding in PA.. i had a nice time.. I hadn't seen any of my cousin's in over 5 years.. It was really great to reconnect... Drove back up to my grandma's house in Saddle River, NJ that night)

Last Sunday: I met that kid jo.jo from that "Run's House" tv show. I went to go say hi to my friend David, and jo.jo happened to be over at his house.. very awkward, as i pretended not to know who he was.

Tuesday(July 1st): G-Unit..............I went out first thing in the morning to Boarders to buy the new G-Unit cd. I spent 3 hours curling my hair for the concert. Put on my pink silk Betsy Johnson dress and black Linea Paolo 5 inch heals. around 5:30 the town car came to pick us(my mom and i) up to drive into the city. When we got to Time Square the line for the concert was circling the whole entire MTV/Viacom building.... I went to the box office to pick up my $300 VIP tickets. The company that the VIP tickets are thru, fucked up and forgot to drop off the VIP tix.. there were a lot of angry people because of this. We waited like two hours until they finally delivered them. By then most of the people who'd only paid $50 were inside.. forget getting a nice spot in the standing room. The Nokia theater is really freaky.. It's located about two stories underground, right under TRL. and it looks like inside of a night club. The crowd was REALLY REALLY scary and ghetto.. all these ghetto girls were getting into cat fights and screaming at each other "you mother fucking bitch"... i had guys trying to reach up my dress, squeezing my butt, and putting their arms around me.. i was really scared i was going to get raped. Some guy jumped on stage and fucked around with DJ Clu's (the opening act) computer, and security had to grab him. By the time G-Unit came on, I wanted to leave. It was really really hot in the theater(like no air conditioning what so ever).. I ended up going in and out of the lobby most of the time. During one of the songs, some girl apparently tried to pull 50 Cent down, because he kind of stopped and yelled at her and was like "you tried to pull me into the crowd".... Yeah the whole show was kind of a train wreck. The only thing i enjoyed at that concert was hearing "I Get Money" and "Disco Inferno", and getting to hug 50 Cent.
I have a completely different outlook on Black American culture after this concert. I had been really trying to embrace my black side. But honestly i'm frightened of it now. I will NEVER go to another concert in New York city.. And i think i'm not going to be leary of rap concerts... though in Arizona the 4 rap shows i've been to there, were really tame.
G-Unit live in NYC = kind of tramatizing.

Thursday: drove down to the jersey shore.. to Stone Harbor. I was kind of bummed, because 50 Cent did a show in Atlantic City, thursday night.. which is 15 mins from Stone Harbor, but the show was 21+, so i couldn't go... (don't you love how i'm all tramatized from his show in NYC, yet a very impulsive part of me would still go to another one of his concerts)...

So anyway i've been at the beach since Thursday. It's really nice here. But i'm bored as hell. I'm not really out going enough to like chat with people at the pool or the beach. So i feel lonely. And theres no where to really go shopping, well at least not clothes i'd want to buy. I miss the mall. The only things i've bought since i've been away are: a 50 cent 2008 tour shirt at the concert, and skateboard pads.. because Stone Harbor passed a law last year that pads & helmets are manditory in their skate parks... and they totally inforce it. some kid in his 20's went to go skating on Friday, and the police threatened to ticket him. WTF?

I miss home.

Though i'm def' heading back to Phoenix/Scottsdale at the end of the week. I may be making a trek directly over to Orange County, to go watch The Maloof Money Cup skateboard competition.. Rob Dyrdek, Sheckler, Danny Way, P-Rob, Steve Berra, Christian Hosoi, and a bunch of other skating a-listers are going to be competing.


X0xo,
it's $amantha, bitch.